Boyah

[piano moths]

Yeah, self depreciation is really the killer. It's so easy to fall into that whole "woe is me" mindset and that ultimately takes over in the end. When you say it out loud, you're just confirming things.

Even if things are shit, you have to absolutely kill those self-perceptions. Fuel on the fire.

exactly.

It's the worst to say these things out loud... to others omg the worst. I like to pretend that if I keep them in my head Space Invaders come get them and they go away to n othing

"if nobody knows then it's space invaders"

[YPrrrr]

exactly.

It's the worst to say these things out loud... to others omg the worst. I like to pretend that if I keep them in my head Space Invaders come get them and they go away to n othing

"if nobody knows then it's space invaders"

that's pretty cute but when I keep things to myself I usually get either angry or depressed. Sometimes letting out all the pressure is cathartic

[Socks]

Why let out unsurables and insecurities? I project myself and figure if I am able to make another feel happy and pleased then what it the issue cannot really be such a serious and fatal thing. I know exactly what I must do, whether I do it or not is entierly a different matter. How we balance out the rest is exactly what makes or breakes us.

[snoorkel]

Why let out unsurables and insecurities? I project myself and figure if I am able to make another feel happy and pleased then what it the issue cannot really be such a serious and fatal thing. I know exactly what I must do, whether I do it or not is entierly a different matter. How we balance out the rest is exactly what makes or breakes us.

This is Extroverted Feeling

exactly.

It's the worst to say these things out loud... to others omg the worst. I like to pretend that if I keep them in my head Space Invaders come get them and they go away to n othing

"if nobody knows then it's space invaders"

This is Introverted Feeling

[applesauce]

Boyah is a huge bitching/unsettled vent for me. I don't often talk about the things I talk about her in real life. I did when there was a woman, but now that I am alone, it's all you, Boyah.

[silvertone]

i make jokes about suicide and then feel better.

[PLEASEHELP1991]

i make jokes about suicide and then feel better.

It gets better.

[silvertone]

it gets better alll the tiiiime [thyme]

[snoorkel]

I am a train

[Socks]

Boyah is the same outlet for me, to a source that is wile and free, not bound by wires or even gravity. I wrte letters and little entries but it is not the same as my homies, here and elsewhere in this world. I would rather tell myself personally to a stranger or some obscure thing, than to my friends and family. They know a different side of me, the mundane and everyday being. But you, you see me for who I am, because I can and I do share myself fully. I do not think that I said and extroverted ideology, but, I am prerty contradicting so who knows.

[piano moths]

that's pretty cute but when I keep things to myself I usually get either angry or depressed. Sometimes letting out all the pressure is cathartic

I feel better about it when nobody knows I think because I always remember that "This too shall pass"

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exactly.

It's the worst to say these things out loud... to others omg the worst. I like to pretend that if I keep them in my head Space Invaders come get them and they go away to n othing

"if nobody knows then it's space invaders"

i do this but to the extreme
and then i feel very horrible that i've kept everything to myself that whenever i *do* let everything out, it comes out as a weak, sullen, wet mess

what i do now is just let it 'out', but to myself externally--usually via work so it won't die out in memory banks
it doesn't help because i find my byproducts wonderful and it reinforces my behavior--but maybe it does help?
what if there's nothing wrong with my behavior and it's just the perception of others that it is?
then if that's true then my only route is self-acceptance~