guys v.4

[applesauce]

why is it that even though I don't really want to be with her I have very intense and very clear dreams about her almost every single night. this has been going on for the last 2-3 weeks out of the 5 weeks total. 

[applesauce]

man fuck this shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

[applesauce]

I hate this morning feeling where I don't know what I'm doing and I lose control over all of my thoughts and feel completely misguided and on the wrong track and the exact opposite of how I feel the rest of the time I feel like I need to kick ass all day to stay alive and hide from it.

I guess every interesting person has to have a weight to carry or something right?

I guess I don't know which is real-- the lust pf adrenaline that keeps me awake and away from the crushing pain or the pain itself. is the adrenaline a cover up? or is the pain a cop out?

[YPrrrr]

Keeping your self preoccupied usd a perfectly healthy way to deal with it. Whether that preoccupation is exercise or kicking ass is completely up to you

[Boogus Epirus Aurelius]

Yeah, but then you get over it.