Feelings discussion

[Hippopo]

Will this happen to me?

No.  You're too cute.  cjlubdoods;

I can't love again.

Me too.  I'm broken

[piano moths]

I really am not sure what to do.
This girl...


I think my next feelings step is to make money and be separate.

[YPrrrr]

So... a not so happy ending?

I'm sorry if that's the case

[piano moths]

In regards to her it's as happy as it's going to be. I think I am going back over there later and I spent the night last night. I'm not sad about her or me & her or her liking anybody because I know she doesn't feel around other people like she does with me. I was trying to talk to her and she started to kiss me. It's just a really weird friendship. She's the prettiest person I've ever met, I think.
I just don't really know how to be here without hurting. I need to find the next step

[Classic]

Me too.  I'm broken

I'm not broken, just scared. 

[Kalahari Inkantation]

irritated because i'm stuck on some terribly boring "vacation" all week when i'd be far happier at home

[Daddy]

I'm in love. cjlubdoods;

[the shortest route to the sea]

blah:
[spoiler] I'm working on two shows both going up this week. Director for the first one is channeling much of his stress into me and everything seems like it's my fault. It took a flat falling on me today for him to express to me that I was doing an acceptable job, and that my work in the past week and a half, often without necessary help, while having the flu, including 30 hours of build between Friday afternoon and Sunday morning, mattered at all. Getting up at 5am tomorrow, and skipping my second class for him. I just want this to be over. Thankfully the other show is going fine.
Today I read a Dissociative Identity Disorder 101 by multiple themselves. It was super enlightening and really opened up a conversation about psychology and social justice. Shit like soulbonding, fronting, alter, median, systems, co-conciousness, integration, and perspectives on therapy.
I'm planning on drinking myself into oblivion on Saturday night and spending Sunday comatose, not sure if that's a healthy response to the amount of pressure I'm in or if it's giving into said pressure.
I need a really good and long orgasm right about now.
Next year I'll be working two jobs (hopefully), doing carpentry for 4-5 department shows, taking nearly max credits, working on my triple major, and eating/working in a coop. It's all beautiful fucking work, with awesome purpose; right now I can't feel it and I just got a huge warning on burning out.
My room has looked and smelled like shit for a month now, and I can barely take care of my self. More than anything I want him to beat the shit out of me.
I started today with hugs, affection, and care from people I never expected to recieve it from. Fucking beautiful solidarity. And I can go home to my boyfriend.[/spoiler]

7e, we're not acquainted, but good luck on your shit, don't let anybody compromise you.

I'm in love. cjlubdoods;

[Hippopo]

I'm not broken, just scared. 

Me too.... 

Let's love each other.

I'm in love. cjlubdoods;

[Hiro]

blah:
[spoiler] I'm working on two shows both going up this week. Director for the first one is channeling much of his stress into me and everything seems like it's my fault. It took a flat falling on me today for him to express to me that I was doing an acceptable job, and that my work in the past week and a half, often without necessary help, while having the flu, including 30 hours of build between Friday afternoon and Sunday morning, mattered at all. Getting up at 5am tomorrow, and skipping my second class for him. I just want this to be over. Thankfully the other show is going fine.
Today I read a Dissociative Identity Disorder 101 by multiple themselves. It was super enlightening and really opened up a conversation about psychology and social justice. Shit like soulbonding, fronting, alter, median, systems, co-conciousness, integration, and perspectives on therapy.
I'm planning on drinking myself into oblivion on Saturday night and spending Sunday comatose, not sure if that's a healthy response to the amount of pressure I'm in or if it's giving into said pressure.
I need a really good and long orgasm right about now.
Next year I'll be working two jobs (hopefully), doing carpentry for 4-5 department shows, taking nearly max credits, working on my triple major, and eating/working in a coop. It's all beautiful fucking work, with awesome purpose; right now I can't feel it and I just got a huge warning on burning out.
My room has looked and smelled like shit for a month now, and I can barely take care of my self. More than anything I want him to beat the shit out of me.
I started today with hugs, affection, and care from people I never expected to recieve it from. Fucking beautiful solidarity. And I can go home to my boyfriend.[/spoiler]

7e, we're not acquainted, but good luck on your shit, don't let anybody compromise you.

you have a boyfriend now? what happened to your girlfriend?
You seem to be working extremely hard. That's really great.

[spoiler]eeeeeee is skylark  [/spoiler]

[the shortest route to the sea]

you have a boyfriend now? what happened to your girlfriend?
You seem to be working extremely hard. That's really great.

[spoiler]eeeeeee is skylark  [/spoiler]

blah polyamory blah we're extremely happy blah

But what's it for, y'know? You can't just throw effort into holes, it has to be well spent.

[spoiler]heyyyy[/spoiler]

[Hippopo]

blah polyamory blah we're extremely happy blah

But what's it for, y'know? You can't just throw effort into holes, it has to be well spent.

[spoiler]heyyyy[/spoiler]

Polyamory?  Awww...  Is it good?  My ex boyfriend and I always discussed the possibility because it interested us.  We never found another though.

[Hiro]

blah polyamory blah we're extremely happy blah

But what's it for, y'know? You can't just throw effort into holes, it has to be well spent.

That sounds like a legit setup. 
Nah, your work will definitely pay off. 

[the shortest route to the sea]

You've got to love, love, love everyone (ba-dum pah).

Polyamory?  Awww...  Is it good?  My ex boyfriend and I always discussed the possibility because it interested us.  We never found another though.

It's hard as fuck, but it helps my partner get what she needs back home, and reminds us of what we love and value in each other. Pick up The Ethical Slut, it has changed lives.

[Hippopo]

You've got to love, love, love everyone (ba-dum pah).

It's hard as fuck, but it helps my partner get what she needs back home, and reminds us of what we love and value in each other. Pick up The Ethical Slut, it has changed lives.

I think I will!