Boyah Confession Booth (Retired)

[Boyager]

69

BBBRRRRRRRRR. Too cold.

[Boyager]

Oops. I was an idiot.  

OH WELL. YOU ASSHOLES DON'T KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT.  

[Boyager]

WAY TO COLD.
i'm practically dying.

[Boyager]

69

[Boyager]

THE TEMPERATURE . 

[Boyager]

THE TEMPERATURE . 

[Thyme]

Oops. I was an idiot.  

OH WELL. YOU ASSHOLES DON'T KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT.  

Hippo. That secretive bastard.

[Classic]

Hippo. That secretive bastard.

I'll never tell. 

Oh, and it's not in a "get to know each other" relationship wise...since they'd think I'm a monster.
I mean as a friend.

[Boyager]

and we care why....

[Boyager]

I started having an anxiety attack while I was out. 

[Boyager]

I started having an anxiety attack while I was out. 

I get panic attacks all the time, but without the fear. (Like going "crazy" or being killed.)

1. Palpitations, pounding heart, or accelerated heart rate
2. Sweating (not due to heat or exertion)
3. Trembling or shaking
4. Shortness of breath or smothering
5. Feeling of choking
6. Chest pain or discomfort
7. Nausea or abdominal distress
8. Dizziness or lightheadedness or fainting feeling
9. Feeling of unreality or of detached from self
10. Fear of losing control or going crazy
11. Fear of dying
12. Numbness or tingling sensations
13. Chills or hot flashes

I suffer from 1, 2, 3, 7, 9, 12, and 13.
I get them at least once a day.

I really hate it when fear incorporates my panic attacks though, it feels like my chest is wide open and someone's about to stab it and I just want to wear a giant scarf or hide.

[Boyager]

Please don't forget
Please don't forget
Please don't forget.
:'(

I always feel as if I'm the only one that remembers anything that's happened to me, like deaths and even insignificant memories. I almost feel as if I'm in 1984, as history was almost rewritten to exclude everything that only I remember.

They've all forgotten, I'm the only one that remembers. If I'm the only one that remembers, is it still the truth?

[Boyager]

69

That's not that bad

[Boyager]

That's not that bad

are you kidding me right now..

[Boyager]

are you kidding me right now..

No, I'm not